I can't believe 2008 is finally coming to an end...........


so many things happened this year.


Yet, when i look back, i can't seem to remember anything significant happening.


except for that incident......when school started.


I remember him...........


how hard it was, those few months early 2008..


and them, hard too.




Let's look forward to the new year :]


hope we all can have a memorable year, just like the last!


HURRAY 2008!


and we shall have fun tomorrow, the last day of 2008 :]



p.s. happy birthday timmy :] 我不要唱歌!

如果你看到這個最好給我留言知道了嗎!



cindyy

Labels: bye 2008

Labels: 大掃除

I can't believe i slept past 12...............................

lol.

totally random. totally tired.


cindyy

Labels: tired

我不知道我在意個屁

我不知道我在想啥

我只知道我真的太白痴了



豬頭


cindyy

Labels: 白痴

有些人根本不知道

他們說的話有多傷人

可能是故意的

可能是無意的

可是效果是一樣的 傷人



已經不止一次了

我以爲我是個好朋友

but it turns out that,

my effort is nothing but shit.


本來是生氣 你這麽說

可是後來變成難過

我真的不知道你是這麽認爲的



或許是我太敏感吧



cindyy

Labels: 敏感

不可以

要控制

因爲我知道

不值得


cindyy

Labels: not again

我在研究在觀察

可是我怎麽一點頭緒都沒有？

太奇怪了他是哪個星球的生物


cindyy

Labels: 研究

喜歡就是喜歡

不喜歡就是不喜歡

我真的無法改變什麽

至少目前爲止我沒有改變的衝動



現在的我很快樂

我發現一個人也可以好好過

希望你也是



對不起


cindyy

Labels: 對不起

我是不是太殘忍了



[我想飛，不想為任何人停留]


cindyy

Labels: 殘忍

放假了放假了！

今天只有半天課

早上在學校混啊聊天啊交換禮物~

還蠻好玩的 :]

下午...基本上沒有安排任何活動

爸爸今天要回來了~

Byron很驚訝我沒有出去玩的樣子

是怎樣= =

哈哈


Anyways, 我要說......................

JOE! 你想要道歉竟然是跟我比中指? 你道歉的方式實在是太獨特了

不過你是我情伕，我就原諒你吧 XD


姐姐!去了香港不要一天到晚去液店哦

不好不好~

不要忘了給我們帶禮物 XD


陽光先生! 你讓我壓力很大...........................................嘎嘎

我不知道還能說啥......so pressurized......

還有禮物真的不用了沒關係 :]


JY! 我不知道你會不會看到我寫的這個

可是你昨天晚上幹嗎兇我~ :(

你只要跟我說，你在忙就好了啊

不用....那麽兇嘛

每次問你你也不跟我說你考試的時間，

然後yesterday you just expect me to know.

討厭-0-


EMILY! i CAN'T BELIEVE YOU ARE REACHING IN A FEW HOURS!!!

噢買嘎 超級想念你的 :]

看看明天我會不會去找你~好多事情要跟你說!


小涵啊~!沒想到我們卡片裏寫的都是同一件事........嗯

你懂得 :] 我真的不會有事


my gf<3

Woman i hardly talked to you today....i think it's cuz, i was so called 'stuck'

but ya, i'm definitely gonna meet up with you soon ;D

and PARTAY PARTAY~ <3>


PANDA!!!

I'LL MISS YOU FOR THE HOLIDAY!

And we should totally hang out!

BRA STRAP<3


好了我不知道我幹嗎要打那些

反正就是隨便打 哈哈

嗯~:]

ANYWAYS! let the holiday BEGIN!


cindyy

Labels: holiday

0 replies
imissyou {♥}

新奇的感覺



這是什麽呢



靜靜的等待吧



I hope i'm luckier this time round.




cindyy

Labels: i don't know

life is treating me pretty well recently, i guess.

i don't know. sometimes i feel so lost, yet sometimes i feel so happy

或許我的生活馬上要增添一點不一樣的色彩..........

-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-

okay i really can't wait for holiday.

Staying home today i really treated it like holiday.

Was watching gossip girl for the whole day ever since i woke up (IT ROCKS) :D

and then just relaxed myself, didn't even bother doing homeworks, hehe.

And there will be SO MANY THINGS to do during holiday :]

約會約會XD 對吧？

and EMILY DEAR IS COMING BACK IN THREE DAYS OMG <3

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT :D

and i'll probably be having this massive GIRL sleepover party at my house

should be somewhere near christmas

so let's all look forward to this great holiday :D

full schedule full schedule man XD

i can't wait i can't waitttt!


cindyy

Labels: holiday

it seems like everything i do recently,

is just, wrong.

i don't know.

i really don't know what to do anymore.



God save me please.


cindyy

Labels: i don't know

Labels: photos

Labels: photos

I forgot to write something yesterday...

We had a basketball match against Livingsten (LAS).

Both guys and girls had matches against them :]

The guys' match was really exciting. I got quite high cheering for them :P

And yeah, WE WON! Even though their school got much taller people!

(like seriously, the guys are SO tall and SO muscular :X)

Anyways, great success! They got 43-21 or something? It was a great match :D



Then then, it was the girl's match :]

I managed to score one goal, lol. Incredibly.

Nuosi got like 16 points or sth~!

Theresa also performed VERY well!

GOOD ONE GIRLS :D WE WON!

It was 31 -7 or something haha. Happy :D


cindyy

Labels: basketball

我忽然好想要回家

忽然好想要回去臺灣......

誰誰誰 來帶我回去

我好累

i want a rest, a break from all this.


cindyy

Labels: 回家

剛剛在看blogs

嗯 看了看了好難過

雖然不是我在失戀 不是我在經過那些事情

可是 心好疼好疼

眼淚都快要掉出來

秋天真的是分手的季節嗎？

還是只是個傷心的季節

我不知道我不知道

大家為什麽總是鬱鬱寡歡

為什麽笑容背後總是藏著說不出的悲傷


我好想要幫你們

可是我也不知道怎麽幫你們

覺得自己....很沒用......

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8, i don't know whether you will see this. But i hope you do.

Since i can't say your name out (for her sake). Then yea, i wont.

But can you just leave her alone?

I don't want to see the same thing repeat itself again.

She's been through enough trouble, enough pain. Please don't hurt her further.

And my heart really aches when i see her suffer in sadness.


Isn't one girl good enough for you?

You are still my friend, but i don't approve your actions.

'Be faithful and loyal.' Thats what you used to tell me....

And now, you're going against your own words.

Maybe you don't see this as unfaithful, maybe you don't see this as disloyal.

But emotionally, it is.

I don't know what to say anymore. But it's twice already.

-Don't do it to her again.-

-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-

Life is like this, sometimes an illusion, sometimes a dream.

We don't know what might happen next.

Thats why i don't want you to take the risk.


You've got to be strong. To bear the consequences

I told you, it's either end it, or go with it.

Staying in the middle. I don't know if that is the right thing to do.

你總是有一天需要放手的

Don't put your head into the sand and think that things will be naturally fine

It wouln't be naturally fine without your decision, okay?

I may sound harsh, but i really don't like to see you suffer everyday.





哎哎哎 好難過的一篇文章

大家開心一點啦

把氣氛都弄得很低 :(

有些事情是你必須走過

必須做出自己不想作出的決定的



人ˇ請不要太貪心

cindyy

Labels: 為什麽笑容背後總是藏著說不出的悲傷

Benny reminded me of this website just now. LOL.



IT IS REALLY INTERESTING. JUST GO TRY :D



It's like this thing about what is in your brain :P just go check it out



http://maker.usoko.net/nounai/

只要在框框裡寫上自己的名字就可以測自己腦內裝什麼咯XD

下面是那些字參考的意思哦　　　
惱 -> 煩惱　　　
愛 -> 愛、愛情　　　
休 -> 解釋為只想休息的人。能坐就不站、能躺就不坐　　　
H -> SEX、性、性慾。隨時都想來一發，往好處想體力應該很好　　　
食 -> 吃。號姑。能吃就是福。　　　
金 -> 錢。想賺錢，愛錢。　　　
欲 -> 物欲、甚至說權力的欲也可以。　　　
秘 -> 秘密。 藏私。隱私。　　　
遊 -> 七逃人。喜歡趴趴走帶點不務正業　　　
噓 -> 謊言。白賊人。撒謊。小朋友不可學之叔叔有練過的噓。　　　
惡 -> 就"惡" ，不用多解釋的惡。　　　
忘 -> 健忘、放空、無我之境界?　　　
逃 -> .逃避。駝鳥心態　　　
學 -> 和中文一樣是學習。 真是熱血正面的一個字。　　　
酒 -> 喝酒。酒醉。愛來一杯。喝就喝講這麼多。　　　
友 -> 友誼，友情戰士，太重朋友會把女朋友擺第二位那類的人?)　　　
妄 -> 妄想 。 很愛肖想一些有的沒的。　　　
變 -> 變態的變。　　　貓 -> 無解。？　　　
私 ->自私、只想到自己。人不為己，天誅地滅啊　　　
服 ->衣服、外在、外表。注重外表的。變醜會減少出門的機率　　　
眠 ->睡眠。睡懶覺。一種普遍發於上班族的狀態，　　　
指 ->命令。指示。頤指氣使。喜歡指揮別人做事。　　　
怒 ->怒氣。憤怒。衝動　　　
善 ->善良。良善。一個好人。一張好人卡。　　　
淫 ->萬惡淫為首。看來淫比惡還厲害。　　　
疑 ->疑惑。疑問。造句：「疑！同學！！你的A片怎麼還沒還我」　　　　　　　　　　　造句2：「疑！為什麼雜誌都黏在一起了？」　　　
悲 ->悲傷。難過。造句：「今天在捷運上裝睡被叫起來讓位，好悲。」　　　
謎 ->神秘的。謎樣的。謎ㄧ樣的人物，隱藏版的公仔。　　　
狂 ->桀傲不馴的。瘋狂的。　　　
罪 ->罪惡感。罪過。　　　
樂 ->樂天。樂觀。在樂天市場買到好貨。好樂　　　
疲 ->疲勞。疲憊。欠缺。硬不起來。　　　
劣 ->不好。差勁。劣根性　　　
働=>指工作【働く】工作狂，小心職業病　　　
幸=>應該是指幸福吧【幸せ】滿腦子幸福的人大概是剛結婚吧　　　
国=>國家,愛國吧~
負=>失敗【負ける】容易悲觀(拖走)《負けないで BY ZARD》
戰=>戰鬥【戦う】爭鬥心強《戦えを　止めてくださいBY 阿拉巴斯坦的王女》
幻=>幻想【幻】容易有不切實際的想法《例えば：海賊王になりたい～アホ！》
夢=>夢想【夢】編織夢想，追求理想者《例えば：俺は海賊王になる男だ》
寂=>寂寞【寂しい】感覺到孤單，尤其是情人節當天（毆飛）


我的腦子裏全都是友友友友友友~除了一個働= =看!朋友們我多愛你們啊XD


cindyy

Tagged by Youmin :]

1. Do you have any secrets?

DUH. you wanna know? It's !@@!$!#%$@^. There you go :]



2. How do you explain love?

Can it be explained.....? No. :S



3. Do you enjoy going to school?

OF COURSE. Most of the time if there's no deadlines no tests no eeky meetings. Yeah i love meeting my dear girlfriends<3



4. What would you do with a million dollar?

Give a bit to charity. Help my dad with his company. BUY CLOTHES+SHOES+BAGS+GIFTS FOR FRIENDS :D



5. Would you fall in love with your best friend?

Ugh, firstly, i don't believe in 'best friend'. I have TOTALLY close girlfriends. And i think they totally rock the world. So no i am not les :P



6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved?

Quite a hard question..but i'd choose to be loved :]



7. List out your current 10 favorite songs:

越來越不懂-蔡健雅

我懷念的-孫燕姿

Money Honey-State of Shock

分手快樂-梁靜茹

給我一首歌的時間-Jay Chou

ByeBye-Mariah Carey

下雨天-Lara

安靜了-S.H.E.

普通朋友-陶吉吉

I Kissed A Girl-Kate Perry



8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?

MOVE ON. Find a better one :D If he doesn't want me it means he's not good enough for me *grins*[positive thinking!]



9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

Yeah. OF COURSE. DUH. Just that i'm extremely happy everyday for small things i can't remember.



10. List the artists you listen to

There's just way too many of them.....



11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?

Do I care? Or do you care?



12. What is currently the most important thing to you?

MY DEAR GIRLFRIENDS<3



13. What is the kind of person you think who tag you is?

A VERY CUTE AND PRETTY GIRL :D Don't denyyyy



14. Would you rather have a rich but ugly husband or poor but handsome husband?

I'm not so vain okay. These are all about his social status etc. I want a husband who's nice to me, and thats enough :]



15. What are your favorite colors?

BLUE BLACK WHITE<3



16. Would you give in all in your relationship?

Ugh not all, maybe 80%. I've learnt my lessons. :]



17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

I don't think i'd do that. So mean :(



18. Do you prefer to be single or in a relationship?

I don't know. Sometimes we can get enough love from our friends to fulfill the emptiness, but sometimes we also need to warmth from a special person. So i guess this is just a hard question.



19. 5 people to do this:

Hilaryy

Joanna

Emilyy

Plato

-i'll leave last one blank so everyone can do :]-


cindyy

Labels: tag

親愛的朋友們

最近怎麽那麽多人在失戀呢

我縂覺得我每一天都在安慰人

你們要振作 要堅強



看到你們每個人都這樣心碎

我也心疼難過

你們都要加油

要跟現在的我一樣，走過這個難關


有時候事情真的沒有想象中的那麽難

走出那扇門，你們會發現

原來你被困在一個很小的，會窒息的房間裏

而你周遭的世界是這麽大這麽美這麽五彩斑斕

雖然會想念

可是只有走出來才有辦法找到更好的

不是嗎？




真的 要堅強


cindyy

Labels: 安慰

今天今天

很難得的約到了一堆人去K歌 開心開心 :]

一大早跟NuoSi約好去淮海路逛街

我媽媽在淮海路某一處放我下來.....然後我迷路了 :P

結果，要走過去

我後來手真的快凍僵了= =還好去買了一杯Starbucks...

比較好一點...哈

在H&M逛了一下....然後去了Zara....後來就去上次去的那傢KFC

我,NuoSi&JunHoe大概在裏面坐了一個小時= =

就儅吃午餐，我只有吃一小碗mesh potato :P

It was nice though! And i wasn't really hungry anyways.

然後，就去NuoSi傢

NuoSi的狗狗Snowbell大概下個禮拜要生小baby了！

好期待看到Puppy哦~一定很可愛 :D

然後我們就在她傢坐了一下

拍照看電視雜誌（我今天終于買到Vivi 12月了！）

後來Lester來了以後我們四個人就一起去KTV

到了以後他們去買Starbucks.

Benny後來來了= = 他說他要上厠所

結果大概去了10分鐘....靠

後來我們就一起走去KTV...其他人已經先到了

上海歌城果然比好樂迪high class一點 :P

反正就唱歌唱歌唱歌

Renata的聲音真的很~~~~KAWAI!

就真的好可愛好可愛~

然後Samantha的聲音還是一如既往的好 :] 讚

其他人都不怎麽唱

Benny是等到Grace來才醒來（他本來躺在沙發椅上）

真的是....意圖明顯= =

後來他還盡唱一堆奇怪的歌

什麽共產黨= = 靠

反正 就很開心啊~

不過NuoSi提早走了 嗯

Eric也是

今天去的人有: Me, Samantha, NuoSi, Kamie, Renata, Grace, Benny, Joe, Kevin, Eric, JunHoe, and Lester.

就 好久沒有這樣一堆人出去玩

真的很好玩 :]

不過下次去唱歌 還是找一些人就好了

要不然有些人去了都不唱 嘖嘖




唱了3個小時的歌以後

決定去吃晚餐

大家都在想要去哪裏

Benny還打了114 哈哈哈哈哈

不過過程實在是太白痴了

Grace也去湊熱鬧 XD 最後什麽都沒有找到

我們在馬路中站了大概半個小時 很久很久

就爲了決定去哪裏吃飯

結果到最後

We ended up at the Pizza Hut right beside us=.=

Such a waste of time. lol.



晚餐很白痴

小涵變成我們的服務生 幫我們分食物

哈哈~

吃完以後 Grace在喝東西的jar裏面亂加東西

然後猜拳喝= =

超級噁心

有辣椒醬 有番茄醬 有七喜 有甜肉醬

反正一堆東西

還好我沒有要喝= =

不過joe喝了以後說很好喝 哈哈哈哈哈阿

我還是不要喝好了= =



吃完飯以後我們就都很free

Renata自己先走了:(

其實我有一點愧疚，我本來應該要送他回去的....哎~

然後然後，我們就在地鐵外面又站了很久

Benny Grace Joe Kevin 想要去打撞球

可是我跟samantha想要回去古北

結果后來拉扯了很久以後

我們還是回去古北 他們去打撞球

我們其實在婁山關路的地下街逛了一下

買了一些東西

哈哈 很好玩 :]




今天總結一下好了

今天好冷好冷好冷好冷 手凍僵了

湖也結冰！一堆小孩在百貨公司前面玩，Benny還去“罵”他們 哈哈

然後就是，很累了 花了一堆錢

Samantha後來還差一點弄丟她的隱形眼鏡

嚇了我一大跳

反正就是 好玩 :]

還要再一堆人出去玩！下一次Hilary&Joanna也要來！


P.S.我今天沒有帶相機~改天拿到照片再po上來 :]
P.P.S. Yes hilary, we will be fine, aiight?

cindyy

Labels: KTV

每一天每一天都在搞這件事情

妳不煩我都煩了

他每天都這樣 妳怎麽受得了？

我都快要受不了了



我現在非常想要罵髒話

我現在也很想要上前把他從頭到尾罵一頓


可是爲了妳，我不行

妳知道我現在是多麽吃力的控制自己不要去殺人嗎



我覺得我快要失去耐心了

我們多麽的想要幫妳脫離困境

多麽的想要把他趕的遠遠的

都沒有用

因爲妳沒有那個勇氣和毅力把他從你的生命裏踢開

所以我們也沒有能力和權利把他從妳的生命中剔除




只剩下妳了

everything is up to you now.

All we can do is be by your side, and catch you when you fall.

I just hope, you don't hurt yourself so badly again.


cindyy

Labels: not again

你的那兩句話一直在我腦海裏回蕩

你 也要好好注意哦 :]

加油<3

cindyy

Labels: you

PP結束之後真的清閒多了

星期天晚上做到1:30才睡覺

對我而言很晚很晚了....

可是隔天去問大家，似乎很多人都3-4點睡= =

所以，我還好咯？哈哈

不過星期一超級累的阿~

在學校眼皮都要掉下來了（特別是歷史課）



哎呀 ~老師真的不應該在星期一搞一堆要交的作業

然後現在就根本跟沒有作業一樣

誇張誇張太誇張了


[leave her ALONE. just. GO AWAY. be satisfied with what you've got!]


cindyy

Labels: 睡覺

我知道你課業很忙沒有時間跟我聊

我知道你壓力很大沒辦法幫我分擔

我了解 我都了解




所以我很開心

你在忙碌之餘還會牽挂我

你在低落時還會想到我

在收到的一瞬間

你讓我覺得就算全世界都把背轉向我

還是有你會在那裏默默的陪我



我知道我們的關係總是斷斷續續 總是陰晴不定

可是我很感謝

真的非常感謝

在某些時候 我還是有你



謝謝你 :]

cindyy

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cindyy, 16
gets older every January 11
currently studying in SSIS

Likes<3
[♥] COTTONCANDYYY?
[♥] the color BABY BLUE
[♥] READ, especially sitting somewhere cozy without anyone disturbing me :]
[♥] my friends and family, they are the most precious things to me at the moment!
[♥] my dog XIAO BAI♥
[♥] to eat ice cream, especially strawberry cheesecake flavor :]
[♥] teddy bears/stuff toys, i have a whole collection of 'em XD
[♥] going to KTV
[♥] STITCH♥&CINNAMOROLL♥
[♥] GOSSIP GIRL♥
[♥] TAIWANNNNNN♥

Dislikes
[x] bugs, or any type of insects. They make me scream >"<
[x] dark, it gives me a gloomy and scary feeling
[x] people who lie to me, especially people without a good reason behind it
[x] people who can't keep their mouths shut when it is neccessary.