Friday, January 30, 2009 ; 11:22 AM {♥}
生日快樂親愛的 <3
生日快樂親愛的 <3
親愛的小涵~
你終於邁入16歲的世界啦 XD
有沒有覺得自己老了阿 哈
anyways,我不多打了
我該說的都跟你說過了
去上中要保重喔 :]
先認識點朋友嘿
嘎嘎
我愛你~~~~! HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY
cindyy
Labels: happy birthdayyy
Thursday, January 29, 2009 ; 10:30 PM {♥}
you
you
i dislike you.
when i see you i feel like an idiot.
when i see you i feel so small.
sometimes i wish you will just disappear.
sometimes i wish you would vanish like you never existed before.
why did you act like you are interested when the truth is you aren't?
why did you act like you care when you said you don't want to hurt me but you know you will?
now i know why. because you don't freaking understand me. at all.
you only see a few sides of me
when i'm with a bunch of guys, with parents, or alone.
so don't freaking judge me. you don't even understand me.
P.S. kor take care
cindyy
Labels: you
Tuesday, January 27, 2009 ; 2:31 AM {♥}
Yes i'm back :]
Yes i'm back :]
I'M BACK IN TAIWAN YO XD
FOR ONE WHOLE WEEK ALREADY.
God time passes so freaking fast....
i can't believe i'm back for a week, and there's only one week left.
rawr. and this is like, my first day having access to internet...
incredible. can't believe i lived without internet for one whole week
THAT REMINDS ME.
THE NEXT TIME I COME BACK I'M DEFINITELY BRINGING MY LAPTOP!
Anyways, gonna talk a bit about what i've been doing for the past week.
Shopping is definitely top on the list.
I go shopping practically every single day now....like serious.
For things, food, gifts. WHATEVER.
I really enjoyed every minute of the stay(except when my parents piss me off of course)
I've only went out with manta<3>
We took loads of neoprints. and i mean LOADS.
Then, i'm having a plan with sami this thursday :]
Definitely looking forward to it.
Besides this, i've also went out with my parent's friends' sons.
Jacky and Peter :]
Trust me, they are ULTRA nice.
Especially Peter, who's just like my elder brother.
He takes me to loads of places... XD
Okay one more thing.
I BOUGHT A NEW PHONE GAH :D
YAY!
It's Sony ericsson W595~
Same as my bro btw :P
Except mine is grey and his is blue heh.
OKAY TO BE TOTALLY HONEST.
I haven't even touched my homework *hides*
i know i know. there's quite a lot andi'll die because i'm back on the last day...
but god, how can you waste ONE MINUTE doing hw when my time in taiwan is so precious?
so. i'm still reconsidering :P
and and and. one more thing.
I'm GOING TO KENTING THIS WEEKEND.
YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES!
One more off my wishlist. YESSSSSSSSS <3
Okay end of post. didn't take much photos this time.
Everyone take care :]
xoxo
P.S. god chinchin i didn't talk to you properly today :( i NEED TO TALK TO MY DEAR<3
cindyy
Saturday, January 17, 2009 ; 9:49 AM {♥}
1/17
1/17
我跟我的'男人們'的燭光晚餐 XD
跟我'男人們'去的超級酷超有情調可是茶要48元的餐廳
我的摯愛們<3 face="arial">YES YES YES YES YES!再過差不多12個小時 我就會回到臺灣了*一把鼻涕一把眼淚-ing*
開心開心開心開心開心 :D
不過 剛剛去送小白去他的旅館
說不出的難過
他現在已經不會怕坐車了哦~可愛的小白 :]
可是在我要離開的時候
他一直跳起來把頭伸出來看著我
讓我好不捨好難過 :(
哎~~~
真的沒想到時間會過這個快
真的沒想到時間會過這個快
想想一個禮拜前我才在跟好友們過生日
然而現在卻覺得那是好久以前的事情了
嗯 時間果然過得很快
而且想想 半個學年已經過了 哎................
說到這個 我可愛的小涵~離開SSIS了 :(
昨天下午是她在SSIS的最後一天
氣氛有說不出的感傷
儘管 我知道我們馬上會在臺灣見面
儘管 我知道我們以後會在同一個學校念書
可是在要分開的那一瞬間
眼淚還是很不爭氣的留下來了
哎 每年 總是有個比較好的朋友會走
現實是不公平的
anyways,再過兩個小時我就要準備去機場了
回去臺灣之後我大概不會常常blog或上msn(忙著shopping和eatingXD)
請見諒~不過有事可以在我的facebook留言哦 :]
OR. JUST TAG.
嗯嗯 大家保重哦
you know i love you guys ;]
i'll miss you gf, panda and nuosiiii <3
cindyy
Labels: 回臺灣
Thursday, January 15, 2009 ; 8:32 PM {♥}
i love chem;i hate por
i love chem;i hate por
I HATE POR. GAH.
She's just, so.....i don't know how to explain.
Unreasonable?
Okay i'm writing this blog because i'm doing my chem moderation right now.
It's SO FREAKING ANNOYING RAWR.
I seriously hope i can hand up after the holidays, but i know she wouldn't allow=.=
Screw her. gah.
And like a few days back, she was talking to our class, saying
'Okay, class, you know our school is still going to be an IB school next year.
[scream in my head: it's not whether it's an IB school or not!
it's whether it's a GOOD IB school!]
Please go and tell your friends that we will still use the IB programme.
So they wont make the wrong choice.' (with her SIGNATURE facial expression)
Yes i got pretty pissed after she said this,
though these are not her exact words,
but it's something like that.
I mean, from what she said,
she's 'hinting' us that leaving our school would be the wrong choice?
Yeah, right. As if.
SSIS is worse off than it ever was.
I heard there was even an article about more and more students leaving each year.
And this year even more are leaving.
So what does she expects?
I mean if she wants us to stay, prove it to us that this school is worthy of the money and time.
And most importantly, OUR FUTURE.
(god it's increasing every single year! And i have no idea where the money goes :S)
The school can't provide good educations,
and they can't even be bothered to brag us by getting better facilities and teachers.
I suppose this is why there's less students as the grades go up?
I guess SSIS is just sort of hopeless.
Though i love you people who study here <3
P.S D-2 to TAIWAN HURRAY <3
cindyy
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 ; 9:35 PM {♥}
why
why
這麽久以來
我嘗試著了解你
嘗試著靠近你
然而最終換來的卻是..........冷漠 冷漠 更冷漠
why, just why?
Simply because you knew her longer?
I don't know, you make me feel like an idiot.
cindyy
Labels: you
Monday, January 12, 2009 ; 10:14 PM {♥}
The Question
The Question
Recently, i've been thinking a lot....about......LOVE.
I know i know, i should concentrate on my study,
and moderation is coming to an end and everything.
But, some things have really been bothering me, and i'm just trying to find an answer.
To whatever question it is.
In the past there have been a lot of people who asked me,
Would you rather be loved, or love someone?
My instincts tell me, i'd rather be loved.
Yes, i really thought that would be my answer.
I mean, who wouldn't want to be loved? Be treated well?
Be...the person who matters the most in someone's world?
I've always thought, i would be able to live with it, and feelings would eventually develop.
But recently, i think time has proven me wrong.
I've been thinking about the past, the past one year.
When i actually did, feel something for someone.
It felt there's something more interesting in life,
something which you can wake up to in the morning,
and fall asleep with it at night.
Even though there's heartaches all the time (literally)
And the suspense of not knowing how the other person feels haunts me day and night.
However i felt it was exciting, it was fun, it was.....unexpected.
But now, it's just so different. I don't understand why i feel this way.
I mean, i thought being loved dearly by someone, is something i've always hoped for.
I've always hoped there would be someone there for me, always.
Someone who cares and remember every single word i say.
Someone, who cares for my feelings and fulfill my wishes.
But when it really happens, i don't get the kind of lose-a-heart-beat i expected to have.(maybe a lil)
So i started questioning myself, what is wrong with me?
Aren't i getting what i wanted? Why am i still not satisfied?
The answer is still, unknown.
Maybe it's because, i'm taking it all for granted.
Then when it disappears one day, i'd start to hold on the last thread of hope,
and torture myself to death.
I don't know, i don't know what i want anymore.
It just keeps on bothering me,
like a broken tap,
the water keeps dripping, and the echoes in the toilet haunts me every night i sleep.
But wait, i have an answer to one question.
I'd rather love someone, than be loved by someone i don't love.
the guiltiness eats me away
cindyy
Labels: love
Sunday, January 11, 2009 ; 11:11 PM {♥}
謝謝 謝謝 謝謝大家
謝謝 謝謝 謝謝大家
今天 我過了一個很難忘的生日
真的很難忘 :]
早上9:00鈡 鬧鐘響了我爬不起來
最後搞到9:30才起床=ˇ=
anyway,早上拖了很久
大家都遲到了 哈哈 本來約11點 大家很晚才到
本來約在麥儅勞,不過後來我們跑去滿記甜品吃
還不錯吃 甜品咯 也就是說我們沒有吃午餐啦 XD
然後然後 就去了我們很久沒去的地方做我們很久沒做的事——拍貼！
噢噢噢噢噢 好久沒玩了XD 開心~ 等等再po照片吧
拍了一下下以後我們在Arcade裏面逗留了一下 看他們瘋狂的玩 哈
然後~~~因爲有人肚子餓了（終于）
我們決定去吃subway
嗯我吃了那裏的cookie 讚:D
然後然後 我弟弟來了?把某人應該要親自買的 親自交給我的 東西 交給我?
不知道我很迷茫 哈哈
反正吃完以後我們決定去bowling
BUT UNFORTUNATELY! It costs like, 40yuan per person?
And there's like 6 of us, which make it 240 per game.
Now tell me, IS THAT REASONABLE?!?!?!
So we gave up on the idea and went to NuoSi's house :D
HER PUPPIES ARE JUST SO ADORABLE SO CUTE AHHHHH <3
LOVEE THEMMM
And there was this incident the black one poop-ed on hilary LOL! :P
Thenthen, because i didn't eat subway, i felt hungry, so i asked for a bowl of noodles XD
辛拉麵rocks XD i still love it so much <3>
After that we went upstairs to watch "The strangers" as hilary insisted.
She say i must watch *frown* because i will give great sound effect *more frown*
gah. >"<
反正我看得不多 而且沒有那麽可怕拉
不是鬼 只是血很多 而且懸疑片嘛 就會嚇倒 就這樣而已
不過我跟小涵看到一半就決定要走了
我要到古北跟男人們見面（我不知道該怎麽形容你們?O.o)
一到那裏就看到最醒目的Benny
小涵就一直說看到那個黑黑的東東嗎? XDDD
嗯哼 Eric&Joe 送了一個很可愛的le coq袋子 他們說是環保袋？
可是我覺得很好看啊 :D 謝拉~
本尼送了我一盒進口的餅乾 看起來很好吃 哈哈
上面還是小紅帽+大野狼的圖片哦~ 嘿嘿 可愛
我們五個就先走了 不等姐姐 XD
他遲到了 所以不能怪我們哈哈
我們就決定往古羊路的方向走
走了很久的樣子 小涵也在中途回家了
我們就到了一家貌似很貴的餐廳（確實很貴?)
我們就看了一下菜單 決定進去~
超酷的！進去要摸一個水晶球
然後入口像一個迷宮~裏面還有一個房間全部都是鏡子
酷死了 XD
進去以後餐廳也挺有情調的 好玩
菜色還不錯 不過我都不知道要點些啥 就亂點（他們不幫我點！）
然後然後 他們的廁所也超級酷的阿 XD
男厠本尼說是魚缸 “大魚看小魚” :P
女厠則是像一個沙發 反正就很不錯
覺得下次還可以去 :]
不過讓我很氣的就是一壺茶要48元？！？！
靠 搶錢= =
BLAH
而且出口很寒酸阿 就一個門 就把我們趕出去了= =
搞屁..........好歹也佈置一下吧 真是虎頭蛇尾= =
okayyyy 然後接下來就沒什麽了
我們就一群人四男一女就浩浩蕩蕩走去傢樂福
本尼請我吃冰淇淋 謝啦 :D 超級好吃的說~不過貴了點 哈
然後我就跟弟弟碰面了 一起回家 taxi~
嗯嗯.....
16嵗了 沒什麽特殊的感覺
就 哈 我也不知道
要成熟點是吧?要負責點是吧?
嘎 隨便~~~~~
anyways,感謝陪我過生日的大家
Mom, Dad, Grandpa, Grandma, Tommy and Robin <1/10>
My darling GF, 小涵~, NuoSiii, PANDA and Janice
本尼, 我情伕XD, Eric and 姐姐
I really had LOADSA FUN THANKS GUYS :D
謝謝你們讓我度過了一個這麽難忘的生日
一年比一年快樂 :D
除此之外我還要感謝那些 祝福我的人
謝謝你們還記得我的生日
還有 送生日禮物的大家 也謝謝哦 :]
i love you all <3
老了老了 要懂事了 :]
P.S. I realised the time i wrote this was like, 11:11. SO COOL :D
cindyy
Labels: MY BIRTHDAYYYY
Friday, January 9, 2009 ; 9:45 PM {♥}
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR
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Today is my dear Hilary Chin Ming Hay 's BIRTHDAY!
she is my chinchin my gf my dear my *muahx* darling XD
yes i know, chinchin you MUST be very gandong i wrote a blog specially for you :D
okay anyways, you're finally 16!
So old so old so old XD i can still say that for one day muahahahaha!
And yeah, i hope you will choose what's best for you okay? *you understand*
Don't let anything alter your choice once you make it! :]
lastly, I LOVEE YOUUU♥
and HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY♥
cindyy
Labels: happy birthdayyy
Wednesday, January 7, 2009 ; 9:27 PM {♥}
untitled
untitled
you can't choose who loves you,
but you can choose who you love.
[j:whywasntitme?]
[t:imsorryimaynotbetherightone]
cindyy
Labels: love
Monday, January 5, 2009 ; 9:02 PM {♥}
這個世界
這個世界
可愛的DOMOKUN♥我好累
每天帶著那張面具起床刷牙洗臉換衣服
再帶著另一個面具到學校見朋友聊天哈拉打屁微笑
回到傢再帶回一樣的面具沉默消失挂電腦
還要這樣多久
有時候很想要説服自己 這 就是我
可是如果這個是我
我為什麽這麽累?爲什麽我會一直問我自己為什麽?
不要我不要聼那些虛假的謊言
是我到底要什麽
殘酷的事實
我不想知道了 這世界太複雜我不想知道了
我會把自己逼瘋
cindyy
Labels: 累
; 4:29 PM {♥}
開學第一天
開學第一天
學校冷死了
靠
一整天沒有停止顫抖過
整間學校跟冰庫沒兩樣
真後悔今天沒有多穿一件衣服
冷死了冷死了冷死了 腳腳凍傷的感覺 :(
頭痛慾裂*延伸至昨天*
:(
*HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY :]
[你刻意屁 我對你怎樣了嗎 是你對我怎樣吧 媽媽的 搞得那麽故意
以爲自己很了不起嗎 以爲我想靠近你嗎 我呸!
and i thought we are now friends
可惡的傢伙 想到就火大]
cindyy
Labels: cold
Sunday, January 4, 2009 ; 9:57 PM {♥}
可愛的熊熊
可愛的熊熊
昨天我的兩個弟弟跑出去玩
結果回家給我帶了一個大熊熊~生日禮物！
哦哦哦哦超級KAWAI的~~~ <3
只是讓我罪惡感深重 嘎
好啦我答應要給他們買東西了
嗯哼~不過真的超可愛<3
明天要開學了
OH NO :(
很可愛對不對！<3>
*muahx*
噢噢本尼送的棒棒糖~
number 2cindyy
Labels: teddy bear
; 2:00 AM {♥}
閑閑沒事幹
閑閑沒事幹
Friday, January 2, 2009 ; 1:27 PM {♥}
照片 12/25 & 12/31
照片 12/25 & 12/31
; 12:29 PM {♥}
照片 12/19
照片 12/19
Me and my CHINCHIN <3>
CHONGHANNN BIG FACE :P
小涵 loveee<3
Janicee <3>
JONATHAN :D
他要蹲下來好多才能拍著張呢...SAM換眼鏡！！！
他要蹲下來好多才能拍著張呢...SAM換眼鏡！！！
特此警告:照相不要講話
你看這張不是好多了嗎
ERIC~有點想你呢...最近都在幹嗎呢 快點回上海拉~
PANDA<3>
Joe你的表情很欠打 你黑眼圈看起來好重哦
你看這張不是好多了嗎
ERIC~有點想你呢...最近都在幹嗎呢 快點回上海拉~
PANDA<3>
Joe你的表情很欠打 你黑眼圈看起來好重哦
姐姐~ :D
cindyy
Labels: photos
Thursday, January 1, 2009 ; 5:17 PM {♥}
倒數
倒數
下午兩點鍾出門
顏先生本來要來接我的....
結果被他媽媽綁架去崐山 嘎 ;(
不過這樣也比較好 嘿
然後就去古北接小涵和joe
高速公路上面塞車超級嚴重
等的很不耐煩
還以爲會遲到
不過到了錢櫃發現我們早到了
裏面真的超級豪華~漂亮~而且就很high class的fu
很愛 <3
以後都去錢櫃好了~
我們三個就在大廳等了一下....
後來姐姐遲到我們就先進去唱歌了
我一直走音哦（我的專長 XD)
姐姐還一直虧我 可惡 打擊我的自尊心！
自己都不唱歌還這樣 媽媽的
不過最後他還是有唱~不錯啊
搞不懂他幹嗎都不唱歌
（最後他覺得他沒唱夠= =白痴）
mimi到4點多才到
本來超級期待他唱歌的阿！
可是他都沒有唱很多
死傢伙 *火*
唱到一半姐姐走了 去跟父母吃飯
然後我們四個就唱到時間結束
後來就亂晃到新天地
還一度迷路，不 或許迷路了很多次？
然後還拿出地圖 哈哈
小涵爸爸很貼心 出門還給她帶了地圖和指南針以防她迷路 哈~
反正我們走了大概2-3個小時
期間我們四個都很白痴（or maybe just me? :P)
還蠻好玩的 不過超級無敵冷 brrr
一直繞路 （我的錯...? :[ )
最後總算找到新天地了 不過人多到爆
我們又到處亂走 凍僵
Starbucks人也超級多~排隊的人都排到外面來了 誇張...
最終我們決定去一茶一座
還搞個最低消費 每人20元 靠= =
不過joe請一點 後來姐姐回來請了100！
好大方<3
後來我們出去找ily<3
很快就找到了
我們就又很慢無目的的在新天地亂走 因爲時間還很多
還跑去陳亦迅演唱會外面聼~好聽呀！！！<3
小涵嚴重的沉浸在音樂的世界裏面~哈哈
後來很冷，還跑去百貨裏面站在廣場中不知道在幹嗎
不過因爲覺得怪怪的，又跑去壽司店~
貴死人的壽司店
BUT! 我的肚子餓~還是點了個手卷吃 XD
反正我們就亂聊
今天算是臺灣人的約會~~~（除了姐姐:P 不過別擔心我們不排擠你~）
真的算是一個很快樂的“小圈圈”
就大家都很好玩很有趣 :D
很快樂就對了！
結賬的時候那個小姐很機車
搞了很久 後來害我們miss了倒數 *生氣*
嘎嘎嘎嘎 可惡！！！！！
不過煙火還okay~只不過都沒有什麽特別的花樣
看完以後小涵和joe就走了 她爸爸來接他們
我們還很碰巧的在新天地踫到julie和她的家人呢~
送走小涵他們之後，emily, me, timmy和kevin就去找出租車
很難找= =最後還跑上高架才“搶到”一輛
我還很白痴的怕那些司機不願意載我們 :P
上車我們決定去吃宵夜（應該說是姐姐肚子餓了）
就去浦東的八佰伴 吃一家港式料理
姐姐和mimi點了一槃飯一槃牛河粉
都很好吃哦
timmy都不吃= = 害我吃了一堆還沒付錢....
現在有點愧疚 嘎 抱歉
最後他們兩個還很貼心陪我跟emily走囘emily傢
很冷 風超大
走了很久 :(
到了emily傢之後，她先去洗澡
我就坐在客廳的地板上用電腦看電視
沒想到！我的過敏又發作了
而且超級嚴重
（我應該有說過我對貓咪過敏吧？）
反正，就鼻子超級癢
喉嚨很難過
流眼淚
靠 超級不舒服的好嗎
後來我受不了就回去emily房間了
emily看到我也覺得 怎麽這麽嚴重= =
我的聲音都變了！
晚上我們就看了康熙來了 然後很累 就睡着了
隔天12點才起床 就，4點才睡覺嘛 超級累
我去洗澡，結果發現
我的右邊隱形眼鏡又不見了！！！！！！！！！！！
靠 靠 靠 靠 靠 靠 靠
:( 好可惡 媽媽的
一定是昨天晚上太累沒有注意到
anyways,後來跟她的家人去吃牡丹亭 香港料理
不錯吃哦:]
然後他們就送我去正大 讓我去找姐姐和timmy
不過我最後發現我見他們也不知道是干嘛
因爲最後我要去搭車所以很快就走了
地鐵人山人海
超級可怕
嘎
反正 回到傢很累 不過還是決定坐下來打這篇
畢竟這個是我2008年最後一天的記錄
要永遠記得~
最後我要感謝陪伴我度過2008年最後一天的,
samantha, emily, kevin, timmy, and joe!
謝謝你們 <3
P.S. 昨天晚上我的手機快要沒電了 所以沒有發簡訊祝賀 各位抱歉 :(
各位~新年快樂啊~！
新年新希望~祝各位這一年要比去年更開心更幸福哦~<3
2009 HERE I COME!
cindyy
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